23 April 2012

Multitude Monday - 1000 Gifts ~

"Nakedness"
by Mike Mason
The Gospel According to Job
(pp 37-38)

"Naked I came from my mother's womb, and naked I will depart."
Job 1.21a

Job knew one of the great secrets of faith: the believer in God has no worldly rights. The true believer is someone who has abdicated all rights, freely accepting the status of a slave and no loner laying claim to any earthly chattel, whether it be 'houses or brothers or sisters or father or mother or children or fields' (Matt.12.29). These are precisely the sort of things Job has just lost, and yet his initial response to their loss is not bitter complaint, nor even mere acquiescence, but adoration.



In many places in the world today we see people fighting and lobbying under the banner of Christianity for all sorts of human rights and freedoms, both personal and political. To what extent the Bible actually recognizes such rights is a complex question. But in terms of individual spirituality, at least, the mature Christian should know that he has no right even to the shirt on his back or to his next meal, let alone the right to vote, to have a pension, to enjoy good health, or to get eight hours of sleep every night. Strictly speaking the servant of Christ does not even have the right to his own private thoughts and feelings, be they good, bad or indifferent. As the Lord pointedly put it to a sulking Jonah, 'Have you any right to be angry?' (4.4).

The fact is, Christians have abdicated one kingdom in favor of another. They have released their hold on this world's elaborate system of amenities and expectations, in order to embrace something infinitely higher. In practice this letting go can be a delicate process, for as citizens of the Kingdom of Heaven we certainly do have rights, but what we do not have is worldly rights. 'were you a slave when you were called? Don't let it trouble you,' advises Paul - though at the same time he hastens to add, 'I you can gain your freedom, do so' (1 Cor. 7.21). Worldly freedom, in other words, may be a good thing for the Christian, but it is not an entitlement. The children of God have the Lord's own promise that 'I will pay you whatever is right' (Matt. 20.4); yet what is right is to be calculated not in earthly terms but in heavenly. As Jesus taught, 'Any of you who does not give up everything he has cannot be my disciple' (Luke 14.33).

For a Christian to insist on having worldly rights and comforts is, plainly and simply, to be a grumbler. It is to be like the Israelites in the desert when they were continually murmuring against God. How often to we as believers waste precious time and energy trying to 'claim' things that, as those whose lot in this life is nothing more than to share the cross of Christ, we have no right to claim? The tragedy is that meanwhile we neglect to claim the spiritual rights that are properly ours. In our pursuit of worldly contentment, we forfeit spiritual joy and peace.

Already we have made the point that God not only loves believers, He likes them. But what about our feelings toward Him? Are we genuinely fond of the Lord? Do we like the way He does things? Do we approve of His methods of child-rearing? Or do we secretly resent Him whenever life does not go our way? Can we enjoy our God, and yet not enjoy the life He has given us, not bless our own unique incarnation in all its fantastic variety and unpredictability?

We Christians are people who know in our bones that we never had any right to be created in the first place, let alone redeemed. We know we have no more inherent title to life and its goodness than a dead man has. For us the coffin lid has already been nailed shut on all the natural joys and privileges that earth can offer. Knowing this, we are set free to bless the Lord in all circumstances, whether we find ourselves clothed or naked.


When Adam discovered he was naked, he hid from the Lord. But when Job was faced with his nakedness, he worshiped, and this is what sets the fallen man apart from the redeemed man. Even Christ, after all, when He came into the world, came naked. And He died naked too. The Gospels plainly state that soldiers divided Jesus' garments among them at the foot of the cross, including His undergarment. The pictures do not usually show this; it is almost as though the sight of God's nakedness would be somehow more appalling than His death. But in the full Biblical revelation it is clear that God became not only man, but man naked and helpless, and that both at the beginning and the end of the Lord's earthly life His bare flesh had to be wrapped in rags like that of any other poor wretch.

this week's gratitude list

(#s 2116 - 2140)

the kind of comfort that can only be found in God's Word

these words~ "When the perishable has been clothed with the imperishable, and the mortal with immortality, then the saying that is written will come true: "Death has been swallowed up in victory. O death, where is thy sting? O grave, where is thy victory? The sting of death is sin, and the power of sin is the law." (1 Cor 15.54-56)

and these words~ "But God will redeem my life from the grave; he will surely take me to himself. Selah" (Psalm 49.15)

even more words~ "He hath swallowed up death for ever; and the Lord Jehovah will wipe away tears from off all faces; and the reproach of his people will he take away from off all the earth: for Jehovah hath spoken it." (Is 25.8)



slumber parties snuggles on the bathroom floor so they can breath the sorta cool, moist air

dr. friends who make housecalls and know just which hole in the wall place to look to find medicines that help

little girls with mostly restored health

ladies' Bible study on Saturday


chicken quesadillas for Sunday lunch

little boy falling asleep while reading his book

graded papers all caught up

oldest boy working as my pancake flipper

the book of Job

the opportunity, yet once again, to walk slowly and meditatively with Job

cold green apples

little girl who wants a bunny so bad she is willing to drive her parents crazy asking

trying to help math students see that fractions really can be learner friendly

student smiles and hugs

little girl stumbling out of bed after her nap, hair all mussed up, informing me that now was not the time to hug because the kids were home... now was the time to play

friendly debates with my guy

learning what it means to walk in another's shows

catching an obscure local cultural cue... in another language... and then being able to serve and encourage

little girls dressed up in costume clothes, snuggled in bed and talking with their daddy

daily bread ~ when so many around me don't...



one final passage of beautiful Bible words... for this week, at least~ "Then I saw a new heaven and a new earth, for the first heaven and the first earth had passed away, and there was no longer any sea. I saw the Holy City, the new Jerusalem, coming down out of heaven from God, prepared as a bride beautifully dressed for her husband. And I heard a loud voice from the throne saying, 'Now the dwelling of God is with men, and he will live with them. They will be his people, and God himself will be with them and be their God. He will wipe every tear from their eyes. There will be no more death or mourning or crying or pain, for the old order of things has passed away." He who was seated on the throne said, 'I am making everything new!' Then he said, 'Write this down, for these words are trustworthy and true.' He said to me: 'It is done. I am the Alpha and the Omega, the Beginning and the End. To him who is thirsty I will give to drink without cost from the spring of the water of life. He who overcomes will inherit all this, and I will be his God and he will be my son.'"

22 April 2012

The type of news we really never want to get...


My Uncle Carl died suddenly Saturday night.
This is a photo of him with his daughter, Gabrielle.

Please pray for my Aunt Donna and cousins, Gabrielle and Jared.

They've always been wonderful encouragers, prayers and partners with us in this ministry.
In fact, they were among the first to dive right in with us, head first.

We love him and we will miss Uncle Carl...

We love you too - Aunt Donna, Jared and Gabbie -
(and the rest of the family).
You are much in our thoughts and prayers.

20 April 2012

5 Minute Friday - Together



I love words. In particular, I find normal, everyday words that I use all of the time and that generally I take for granted, fascinating when I don't...

When, out of the blue, I really meditate and dwell on a word - considering its contexts and nuances, connotations and shades of meaning. Then a simple black chain of letters strung together and "printed" on a white screen metamorpheses into a rainbow and a kaleidescope, all at once!

Today's word? Together...

I've been thinking about that word this morning, ever since I saw Lisa-Jo had posted it for as the word for today's 5 Minute Friday.

Consider just some of its significance...
  • bringing or massing in a single place as one - "We gather together..." and I hear the notes to a favorite song of thanksgiving begin to play in my mind.
  • unifying, complementing and/or bringing into line one's resources to result in the the best possible effectiveness and efficiency - "Let's get together, yeah, yeah, yeah..." and I'm smiling as I remember the duet Haley Mills sings with herself in the movie The Parent Trap, while she and her twin sister connive to bring their separated parents back together.
  • known by mutual and/or reciprocal relationship representing harmony or like-mindedness - "Can two walk together, except they be agreed?" (Amos 3.3);
  • being in or coming into physical contact, sometimes resulting in significant change (i.e. two chemicals mixed together) for the final product - "...from whom the whole body, being fitly joined together and united, through the supply of every joint, according to the working in the measure of each single part, the increase of the body doth make for the building up of itself in love." (Eph 4.16);
  • regarded as a collection, where the unfied total is far more than the sum of the individual parts - "What therefore God hath joined together, let not man put asunder." (Mark 10.9);
  • emotionally stable and effective, performing coherently while truly aware of, understanding, coordinating and synthesizing events/opinions/circumstances in the surrounding world - "And He called the twelve together, and gave them power and authority over all demons, and to cure diseases." (Luke 9.1).


Togetherness is amazing...

I think the thing I love most about the word together, however, is a grammatical thing that shows its powerful signifcance. Take the following sentence, for example:


"The pastor" is a singular subject and thus the verb tense of the sentence is singular. Even though the subject is then described by a parenthetical clause, actually making it plural, the verb tense remains single.

Hand in hand, where two or more work, move, agree, and function unified... as one... together... it is as though only one is doing the doing.

So true... because when that happens, it is so clear...

the All Powerful One and Only is.

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True confessions: The actual writing time of the text of this post was 5 minutes - give or take a little as sick little ones kept interrupting. Going back, double checking on verse and quote accuracy as well as finding the links I wanted to include... well, that definitely added time above and beyond.

19 April 2012

Turning 3 ~ Photos from M&M's birthday party, finally! (Yes, I know these are nearly 5 months late...)

almost literally, diving into her gift bag

wondering what she will find

squeals of delight (and can you believe Elsie Mae's hair is that long?)

Aren't you just dying to know what that expression means?

B. U. B. B. L. E. S!!!!!

the gift EVERY three year old loves

M&M's favorite friend - she goes and plays at Richelle's house every Wednesday morning.
(Yes... that really is her name!)

with Richelle and Richelle's little sister


my absolute favorite pic of the night
Isn't it amazing how something so simple, so every day, can bring so much pure pleasure?

If I were to title this last photo, I think I'd call it ~

Simply Delightfully Satisfying

How about you? What would you title this photo?

18 April 2012

Wordless Wednesday - Believe it or not, in a month Rebekah will be 15...







Photos were taken by these two gals - Cathy-Jo Tucker and Jessica Neff. Both are teaching at the school this year and they've really invested in the lives of the 7/8 and 9/10 classes, including leading Rebekah's weekly Bible Study group. Cathy Jo heads home to get married this summer - Jessica has worked with me in the Center for Academic Progress, and will continue at Sahel for another year! We are so thankful for them and how they love and care for our kids!

OK... so this wasn't really a Wordless Wednesday...

I try... I really do try!

17 April 2012

sweet little sickie sprites

After a couple of sleepless nights last week - Mary Michelle was sick with malaria, then a UTI, and now a cold... that sounds like it might be heading the same croupy direction as Elsie Mae's cold... who was up crouping most of last night... We've had a bad time with croup this year - 6th episode since Christmas... sigh...

We sure would appreciate prayer that our little sprites can rest well, that their little bodies heal soon and that their mama has an extra measure of patient endurance!

Thanks!






16 April 2012

Multitude Monday - 1000 Gifts ~ Our Spring 2012 Prayer Letter

“Why have you brought this trouble on your servant?
What have I done to displease you
that you put the burden of all these people on me?
Did I conceive all these people?
Did I give them birth?
Why do you tell me to carry them in my arms,
as a nurse carries an infant,
to the land you promised on oath to their forefathers?
Where can I get meat for all these people?
They keep wailing to me, ‘Give us meat to eat!’
I cannot carry all these people by myself;
the burden is too heavy for me.
If this is how you are going to treat me, put me to death right now
—if I have found favor in your eyes—
and do not let me face my own ruin.”
~Numbers 11:11-15~

Have you ever noticed this prayer of Moses before?

 

Harmattan winds
Photo by: Jaspreet Kindra/IRIN
It is sounding more familiar than we’d like. Crazy and nearby political events, brothers and sisters fleeing in search of safety, thousands of refugees just miles up the road, markets in town where only ashes remain, daily requests for food from friends and neighbors who have nothing, dust blowing everywhere, our little one testing positive for malaria, trying to mix medications by candlelight… and grade papers, relentless heat, still waiting for official news from EBM, sweating and praying for either sleep to come or the fan once again to move so maybe you can sleep and not feel the weight of the burden for a few blessed hours…

Needless to say, Moses’ long ago plight seems remarkably personal as these days we echo similar mental cries of “This is just too much.” And it is, without a doubt, too much - at least for us. Our heads know we need to turn to God. Please pray with and for us that our hearts don’t turn away instead. Also pray that we accept the challenge of these two truths- 
  1. Faith either grows or it atrophies; &
  2. God will not let our faith atrophy without a challenge
-while gently accepting His kindness and goodness shown by His sovereign choices for our lives. He’s challenging our faith to grow – drawing us into an ever deepening relationship with Him. How could we be anything but thankful, even in the midst of all this?

A frequent sight... people and vehicles trying to carry "just way too much!"
 

3… 2… 1… and… another recording starts

The first quarter of 2012 saw the completion of the Gourmantché version of the Godman film, and the continuation of 7 weekly radio programs including “The Hour of Gospel.” Most recently, we produced a series of programs with teaching and a question/answer round table on the theme of Easter. Thru the Bible radio program will soon have completed a 200th program aired here in Niger. Many special thanks to all of you who have helped financially to make that program possible. Please pray for regular, uninterrupted Internet service here in Niamey. This has been a consistent challenge since the beginning of the new year, as all of the Thru the Bible episodes must be downloaded as .mp3 files and then placed on disc. Pray for wisdom for our 2nd and 3rd quarter production schedule. We are looking at a couple of more films dubs one into the Tamajeq language and another, very different style of film, into French. One exciting possibility with which Tim is currently experimenting is new technology enabling us to put Bible stories and pictures in a format that can be shared by Bluetooth between people’s cell phones. This same distribution method is used by other religions to share their materials; we hope and pray it will replace cassette tape distribution in some areas of Niger.

Our part of the world

West Africa has been in the news quite a bit lately – coup d’état and rebellion in the country of Mali, our colleagues and Christian brothers and sisters fleeing from their homes as Sharia law is instituted in several regions, famine concerns all across the Sahel region of Africa, Boko Haram setting off bombs in Nigeria, even several key buildings and markets going up in flames here in Niamey…

Needless to say, it is a bit unsettling. We’d like to share excerpts from one of the emails we received regarding the present situation in Mali, written by a professor from the Bible school:
Preparing to evacuate
The situation in Gao is getting worse. No water or electricity, the market is still closed but few butchers in the streets. On Monday, the rebels looted the Assemblies of God Church. We did our best, when we were leaving the city to evacuate their pastor and family with 2 believers. The pastor of the Bible church, a brother from Nigeria is still trapped in Gao. I called him one time and the line was cut off. I think his phone battery went flat. I did not know where he was hiding so to go get him. I was told today that he is doing well and still trying to get out of Gao.

…We didn’t hear from two families from our church. They are not in their homes according to my friend who looked for them today. The Ansar Dine faction, Al-Qaida in the Islamic Maghreb and the Movement for Unity and Jihad in West Africa (MUJAO) started imposing Islamic sharia law in areas under their control. We are also told that that some 100 members of Nigeria’s Boko Haram sect are among Islamists controlling Gao. It is all over in the news that they slaughter one thief, shot the second and have cut [off] many hands. The population left in Gao is estimated at 40 % and 20% in Timbuktu.

We have a deep concern at the growing terrorist threat….. ECOWAS has raised the prospect of sending a force of up to 3,000 men to try to reclaim northern Mali. We don't know when this will happen. All [we] can do is to pray and hope. The situation in the three northern regions (Kidal, Gao and Timbuktu) is dramatic. There are no more hospitals and hunger is growing...

In Timbuktu area, one pastor (a missionary in Goundam), his wife and baby, are missing. Pastor Nouh was not able to contact him. The pastor in Niafunke was heard from on Sunday when they were looting the church, his house and the missionary station. We still have a few believers who are trapped in these different cities and they need your prayers. This (Easter) morning at 11 AM, we were 166 “refugees” from our different churches. This number will keep growing for we expect more people in the coming days.
Colleagues of ours from Mali have also evacuated; one family is presently here in Niamey. For those of you who feel the Lord leading you to help the N. Malian church, now centered in Bamako (the capital of Mali), help care for these refugees - men, women and children who have no idea when… or even if… they will ever go home - please write us for specific information regarding how you can help.

Dissolution

Many of you have written to ask how the EBM dissolution is moving along… and whether or not we will be required to sell the field properties (including the house in which we are living and the studio where Tim does most of his work) to help meet financial obligations. The long and the short of it is that we haven’t heard much… that has been part of our delay in writing this letter – we wanted to have something to share with you.

The most recent news we have received is that a purchase agreement on  the home office property in Indianapolis was signed early in March… and that we should be hearing something more definitive in the next 30-45 days.

And so… we wait… still… trusting that God is up to something grand and good!

Attention!

We want to draw your attention to a recently approved relief project that is hitting very close-to-home. In the wake of a terrible harvest last fall and an inundation of refugees from surrounding countries with bad political situations, our Nigerien brothers and sisters are at risk of severe famine this year. Conditions have been developing steadily since January. Therefore, in response to a specific request for help from the Gourmantché Baptist churches where we minister in SW Niger, we are setting up a famine relief project through our home office of Faith Baptist Mission. This project has a time limit as the funds needed to make critical food purchases must be available by July or earlier. We are asking people to give until we reach approximately $9,000. This amount would give each family a fifty pound bag of rice or grain, helping approximately 2000 people in villages where these churches exist and minister. This is current and critical need!

Tim and colleague from a sister mission assisting
in a baptismal service held by the Beneira churches last fall.

Would you, your church, or small group consider giving to the “Niger Famine Fund 2012.” If you are interested, contact us immediately; please be prompt. At the end of June we will bring out all available funds, and then the account will be closed.

Quick Recap: Petitions & Praises
ü  Pray for peace and safety for Christian brothers and sisters in both Mali and Nigeria.
ü  Praise that so many have been successfully evacuated and that they are thanking the Lord for His care and provision, keeping their eyes on Him.
ü  Pray that needed funds to help with famine relief for families from our Baptist churches in the southwest corner of the country will be quickly given.
ü  Praise our Father that He allows us the privilege of sacrificial giving, especially at this time of year when we remember the tremendous and amazing sacrifice He made for us.
ü  Pray for our family – we are tired and battling discouragement.
ü  Pray – we know W. Africa is not the only place, nor our family the only ones, struggling. Daily reading emails and the news rapidly cures that illusion. We’ve also many dear friends back in the States and elsewhere walking hard roads right now, too.
ü  Praise that no sadness, difficult moment, injury or brokenness will remain unredeemed. He is our Redeemer!

Thankful to be serving our Lord together with you,
Tim, Richelle,
Brendan, Rebekah Joy, Nadia, Anna, Victoria, Jonathan, Elsie Mae & Mary Michelle

this week's gratitude list

(#s 2093 - 2115)

so many have been safely evacuated

those evacuees are thanking the Lord for His care and provision, keeping their eyes on Him even though they may have lost everything

the privilege of sacrificial giving


lab technician who was able to do an accurate blood test by microscope and flashlight

the little m&m has recovered from malaria and the doctor was able to diagnose a urinary tract infection quickly so hopefully this one won't last as long as some have in the past

new bookshelves and organized books

removing clutter

more consistent electricity again

the delight of air conditioning when it is so hot

gift of honey from the bush churches to our family

seeing God answer prayers through the ministry of Sahel Academy

big bill finally paid off


friends safely back from the States

new book and new movies to watch

seeing one of my favorite smiles for the first time in a long time

Mamata's reading... slowly but surely... and improving each week

looking forward to Bible study this Saturday

seeing my Gourmantché grandma friend and her granddaughter for the first time in nearly three years

delight when Salamatou came right to me and let me hold her... even though it had been three years

the testimony of that woman's perseverance even when things seemed impossible

finally able to check this prayer letter off the to-do list!



14 April 2012

I've got a new favorite song ~

A definite highlight of this past year has been having my niece, Leandra, here with us for 10-ish months. So many laughs, kitchen experimentation, dance marathons in the living room, all-age slumber parties in the girls' room... We're so thankful that we've had this amazing time and the opportunity to so intimately be a part of each others' lives.


There have been a few surprises, however. Hopefully she (yeah, Andi) won't be upset that I'm talking about her on our blog... One of those surprises has been that she's got a friend... yeah, a guy friend... it is a Facebook official "relationship..." and his name is Joe. Their friendship has been a treat for our family. A definite second highlight of this year has been getting to know Joe as he's hangin out at our house. (We hope he's enjoyed hanging out with our family, too...  He does say he'd still come to visit even if Andi wasn't here and it was donut Saturday....)



Of course, Elsie Mae and Mary Michelle are convinced he's coming over to visit them. The Jon-man thinks it is so he can challenge Joe to soccer in our sandy front yard. My gang asks, "Can Uncle Joe come over?" even more than they ask if I'll take them to the pool - in this land of 120' heat and common power cuts, that very fact must give you some idea of what a favorite he is! Come to think of it, the kids may actually ask more frequently than Andi does... of course, she's outnumbered 8 to 1! He and Andi are two of my favoritest young people in the world today: they spent a couple of hours scrubbing underneath, behind and all over - cleaning my oven/stove. Now, the oven door offers a better reflection than just about any mirror in the house!



So... what does all this have to do with a new favorite song? I'm getting to that part... albeit slowly. Consider this "blog-post-African-style" - lots of beating around the bush before coming to the point.

I grew up in Oklahoma, and I detested country music. In my opinion, it was a very sad state of affairs that country outnumbered every other type of radio station AND both my swim coach and my gymnastics coach loved country music. Unless we were preparing floor routines for competition, the gymnastics gym always echoed Kenny Rogers, Johnny Cash, Willie Nelson, Oak Ridge Boys... blech! More than once, I'd lift my head out of the water and those same painful notes would filter down to my hears... blech again! I heard a lot more country music than I ever wanted to hear.

Then, right after my high school graduation, my family moved to New England - just a short distance outside of Boston. No radio stations regularly played country music... and  crazy as it sounds, homesickness blossomed into a love affair with country music - I clearly identified that with "home." My previous antipathy quickly morphed to love.

This enjoyment of country western music has continued. You can move the girl out of the country, but guess you can't erase the country out of the girl. Those sappy ballads get me every time! Joe likes country music, too... he's converted Andi and all the kids (my husband, essentially a redneck, well, he was already a fan - especially if a song had to do with pick up trucks or hunting squirrels and deer). So, today, we were all working and cleaning here at the house, and Joe was sharing some of his collection with us.

I heard the following song... at first, I thought it was just another round of nostalgic sentimentality... boy was I wrong. This song may be old news for y'all - but this was the first time I'd every heard it.

Voilà! My new favorite!

Read the lyrics... then there is an amateur concert video below the words, if you are interested in hearing/seeing a partial performance by Josh Turner, as he sings "The Way He Was Raised."

Be sure to comment and let me know what you think!

THE WAY HE WAS RAISED

He always wore those worn out flip-flops
Spent hours in his Daddy's workshop
he loved being on the water
Fishing with His friends
He always listened to the old folks
When they'd tell stories and crack jokes
Didn't talk back to his Mama
When she got onto Him

Oh, that's just the way He was raised
Had to finish all His chores 'fore He could go outside and play
they always went to church that's were he learned how to pray
And that's just the way He was raised

He grew His hair out when He got older
Grew it clear down to His shoulders
Started hanging with the outcasts
When He went off to town
Some called Him a troublemaker
Even some said a lawbreaker
No matter how they talked about Him
He never put nobody down

'Cause that's just the way He was raised
When people start to gossip, He'd just walk away
He always loved his neighbor no matter what they'd say
Oh, that's just the way He was raised

On a cross, on a hill
That long haired boy was killed
All our sins washed away
When He walked out of that grave

Oh, that's just the way He was raised
there's no way we can measure
The sacrifice He made
He knew He had to die
For our debt to be paid
Oh, that's just the way He was raised

It took the hand of God to roll the stone away
And that's just the way He was raised
Yeah, that's just the way He was raised

13 April 2012

5 Minute Friday - Goodbye


Tigger and little kids have it figured out...

"TTFN!"
or
"Ta ta for now, buddy boy!"

...said with a cheery, excited voice and off they run, ready for life's next adventure.

There's no tearful looking back, except for the occasional glimpse to wave and grin about all the fun they just had... and then upward and onward they charge, grinning even bigger, anticipating the next wonder.

I'm trying to become more "tigger-ish, more little kiddish, too...

...at least when it comes to expectations and demands that I place on myself... or that I feel others are piling on me. It is hard to serve others, glorify God, enjoy people, and live in obedience to the Lord when I'm frequently fretful and worried about whether or not I've lived up to the image I hope to present... whether or not I've accomplished well what I and others think I should have done.

I snapped these photos fairly recently - because I thought it was funny, but also to remind myself that following God, walking the path that He has planned for me - is more important than what I think, matters more than the opinion of others.



A few years ago, she would have never left the house in such disarray... I wouldn't have allowed it... I would have been horrified...

"TTFN!"
...the idea that my worth as a mama
is reflected by outwardly perfect kids.

"TTFN!"
...my illusions that everything
has to be put perfectly together
and go according to my plan
for an outing to be fun and worthwhile.

"TTFN!"
...my fear that God is always disappointed in me
when and just because
someone else disapproves.

12 April 2012

Glimpses from a Sunday Morning ~


~ baby dedication ~





~ Tim preaching, his translator behind him ~




~ Communion ~


~ Pastor Abdourahamane, Amina, and their children ~

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